I really feel for Nel here. She's just tearing up even with a massive headache and no energy. Add to how she isn't upset that she's hurting or that she needs souls... but she's ashamed because her PRIDE is gone! She won't go back without making Ichigo her man. That may be even more tragic than complaining about the pain.
Okay, is the barrier so weak that Arrancar can just waltz into the hideout?? Why just hold an Espada fiesta!!?
Drawn by me
Bleach: Happy To Serve You can be read here: [link]
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